Friday, 3 June 2011
I ramble along
Going nowhere, going nowhere
My friend was acting weird like she was going somewhere but didn’t want me to know but it was something that was going to help me. My family walked in the room and they didn’t recognise me at first and I remember hiding behind a sheet so they wouldn’t see me. The whole situation was making me not trust anyone and doubt my thoughts and feelings for everyone.
You know who to really invest in, who to invest in lightly and who to just withdraw all funds from.
You look at the kids that struggled at school – most of them make the far more interesting adults.
Look at the adults that have their own mind and don’t feel the need to fit into any one group.
Those that run with the crowd are normally shit scared of being singled out, standing out, being noticed.
People are scared by what they don’t know. If they can’t look at you and sum you up – put a label on you, know which box to put you in you are a threat.
Imagine a world where everyone runs with the crowd. We’d be faceless, souless, the world would be dull.
People let us down, it's sad but true. So don't rely on how others are with you to decipher whether you feel good or bad about yourself, don't let someone's behaviour dictate your mood or feelings, you don't know what they are going through or anything, so find the courage within yourself to say Yep I am ok! And if you really don't think you are then do something about it. Rely on yourself not the big world out there.
Nature is full of different groups that swish and swirl on each others borders and it makes a beautiful bigger picture.
If a friendship isn’t working or there’s a group of people you don’t fit in with – it’s probably for a reason. You don’t have to be a bitch about it but don’t waste your valuable time and life on things that obviously weren’t meant to be.